naivechild
I lost myself unknowingly, but You came to find me...
It's amazing how You did it with the gentlest of nudges, softly but firmly, and three times to make sure I got the memo.
I'll try to make sure that I'm going the right way, but I'm at peace knowing that if I do get lost again, You will always find me and bring me back.
Thank you.
naivechild
*sigh*
I take back what I said two posts ago.
I'm not over thinking nice thoughts, because you're a dear friend.
But sometimes, it's very, very hard.
And yes, sometimes, a lot of times, you do think of yourself, but I know that you care for me too.
It'd be much easier if I could say it to you straight, but I have so many worries.
Worries that I know shouldn't be there, but are nevertheless.
All I can do is keep praying, and hope that your eyes will be opened, your mind won't play its games, and your heart is willing to put itself out there to see the real things.
"Sometimes, you need to let go of everything in order to see the things that are precious to you."
Maybe I should do the same, and be prepared for it, in order to be upfront with no hesitation.
I can only hope that you'll see my genuine intentions, instead of coming up with your own thoughts of what they are.
naivechild
What if two people's lives were so parallel that they could never meet?
naivechild
I'm so pissed.
I'm over trying to to think nice thoughts of you.
You self-centred motherchucker.
naivechild
I'm moving forward, but you're still stuck in the same place. It was time to step out and step into a new path, so you've gotta move your legs or watch me go. I'm not coming after you anymore.
Don't think that the world is about you, and that I stepped 'up' so that I could look 'down'.
THAT'S RIGHT YOU STUPID HAMSTER. YOU'RE NOT EVEN A HAMSTER.
YOU'RE A CAPYBARA.
And if you want to stay sleeping on the floor and not up on the bed with me, then fine!
You can stay there! And if you think I'm looking down on you while you look up at me, then think that way! Not my fault you don't want to join my warm bed and like the floor better.
You damned, cute, squishy, fluffy, brown, slipper-looking-like stuffed toy!
